Saturday, October 11, 2008 ♥
RE:i dun understand why on earth are u doing lyke dis !!?its been lyke 4 days i have break with u boi.im not hurtiing u but u just seem dun understand y m i asking u for a break.i do trust u... i need u.. i love u..i noe u do to. but , how far can i lie to myself n u ??i dun want to be a hypocrite person. infront of u, i cherish love . behiind? u got it???!u r such a great boyyyfriend to me. it's been half - a -year we've been together..now u have to xcept the realiity dat we are both facing now!!u see...........i have been asking u for a changed. u too.. but atleast i show u how my changes are. n now u say u want me to changed the old aisha back ?! omg...u think it's easy?if i have to say. u r being immatured n selfish. yeahh! i no everyone does have dat character.but u told me! u forced me! u asked me to changed. until one day u told me that i have not changed yet. but i have tried my best!!u understand?? u said , " u have to! or we break if my attitude is lyke this. ur attitude has become bad to worst!!" THAT IS WHAT U SAID TO ME! u have been asking for a break for 3 tymes! 3 tymes boiii!! but i beg u.. i begged u not to break.. u make me cried... and when i say sorry.. u said u can't forgive me... 3 tymes!! till my eyes became swollen???!now.. im telling u how my feelings are...i want freedom.. as u never gave me.. i want to mix with everyone including boys... i want u to chnged dat easy jealous attitude.. because u were jealous for nothing. u said i have been flirtiing with those boys in the friendster...i told u dat! i want a friendster coz i have deletting my friendster for 3 tymes...u said " ok lahh" i no it was not sincere? ryte boy??1 week after that .. u changed againn.. ur egoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo came...i try to be patient.. for 2 months.. patient.. and patient..now! our 6 months annivesary.. im sorry...i have to say this.. im tired of u.....ur behaviour..people maybe can becking u from behind.. BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW HOW AM I FEELING.. THEY DID NOT HEAR FROM BOTH PARTIES....THEY HEARD FROM YOU, THEY SAY IM A BUSTED!?wth... sorry people.. u read this!and ask urself.....is it better for me to tell u the truth of my feelings or u want me to lie to u from behind.. it makes me sad ok boyy.. understand? maybe u feel dat my answer for ur questions are not fair.. but it is not fair even more if i lied to u! and lied to myself! dat i hate ur character and love towards u have vanished..IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO ok...u tell people bout us? haisssss... boii.. cummonn...!! dun asked for sympathy...
listened to the sweet sound @ 10/11/2008 10:16:00 AM
